Campaign History, Character Creation and RPG Philosophy

Just as I thought … I asked Raven to rejoin her game. No. The other players don’t want me back because of all the fighting I caused with Amelia. She tells me she has suggested it a couple of times, always with the same result. Good enough to build their characters, update them and post them on MY website but not good enough to play with. I feel like I am being a spoiled rotten kid wanting my way. But … I have done a shit ton of stuff for these children and that means absolutely nothing. Told Raven that the only thing that keeps me from deleting their asses is my friendship with her. So, I quit. Not helping anyone else in that game.