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Drynnan
I walked down the oh so familiar street. Away from the warehouse, away from the
almost real to me. I closed my eyes to picture my dream, his long locks of
black, his eyes green, his lips so gentle and warm.
A
voice tore me from my thoughts, "Whither do you wander, fair kinswoman?"
I looked up from deep within my cloak. My eyes
swept across the stranger. He was young, incredibly handsome, with a deep rich
auburn colored hair,
kept short and neat. He stood but a hand taller than me, about 5'7" or
so. His was dressed immaculately in a fine winter weight suit and beautiful
black ankle length overcoat. His face had a fey, elvish cast and
his ears a marked point.
"I
wander to no where." I answered. The stranger bowed very low, his hand
elegantly sweeping to the side. He looked up from the bow, his eyes like
mahogany. I inquired, "And where do you wander to?"
He
stood straight and spoke gentle; "I wander the realm in search of a story.
Do you have one?"
I
reflected only a moment before I answered, "Only if you like sadness. What
is your land of birth? Is it here on the cold and green?"
"Nay...I
am from the land of the fey." His eyes danced in the moonlight.
"How
did you know I was kin? I cover myself to hide."
The
stranger smiled brightly, "I can smell it upon you.."
"Ah,
the flame gave me away again." I thought of the warmth of the cave and
the bathing sands.
"I
am Drynnan."
I
moved right hand from my cloak, forgetting I wore my gloves. "I am Raven."
The
stranger started to take my hand but paused. He inspected the glove before
taking it and bent over it with a kiss. "I am ever honored to meet with
one of our kind."
"Be
happy you found me." I pained at the lost of my beloved, "Not many of our
kin here."
"Nay...but
a few... One day, perhaps...we will once more be plentiful in this world.."
That thought horrified me, "I hope not. It would be a sad day for our kind."
The coldness of the green, the evil of the green, the darkness of the green,
Oh how my people would fall to it and die.
"And I hate
to disagree with one so lovely, for it will be a day to remember." Drynnan
smiled.
Silence
covered the street as I looked at him for a short time. "You are right.
I disagree." I pulled my cloak tighter around me. "Do you need aid?"
"You
are shrouded so in the dark, fairest maid. Please allow me to endeavor
lighten your burden."
His
words felt strange to me, "I think your compliments are wasted on me."
"Nay...a
compliment is never wasted, if truly meant."
"And
in which meaning do you tend to lighten? How can I be fair if you never
seen me?
Drynnan
smiled.
"Only a smile?" I questioned his unspoken meanings, "that can be taken
many ways in the green."
"Maiden,
I have been long of this world, over a three thousand years, and in all
that time I have seen beauty...thou art high amongst those of the past."
His words flowed with sweetness, "Who so ever say me nay shall face my
sword."
"So
if I disagree you will run me through?"
Drynnan laughed softly,
a musical sound. "Nay, Lady, for I could ne'er destroy such as thee."
"So
you can see through my cloak?" I talked like one of the green with questions
on my lips, "or you have been watching me?" I chuckled but it faded from
my soul, as a the pain throbbed.
"I
have lay eyes upon thee but now... and no manner of cover could belie thy form."
He explained.
"Than
thee couldst not judge my beauty or fairness. You judge on shape? A shadow
could look scary and only be gentle hands."
Drynnan
seemed to enjoy our banter, " Nay.. for thy carriage, thy grace, give form
to that which is not displayed.."
"Would
you like to go for food?" I felt like his company might be nice, "I know
a place that is vegetarian."
"Only
if thou wouldst be mine guest."
"Yes."
"Then
I am honored beyond words." He bowed deeply once more.
"Don't
be. I eat a lot." I grinned under my hood at the false threat.
Drynnan chuckled softly. "Where might this wondrous abode of fine food
be?."
I
looked at the cloak and thought better of my dress. "One moment I need
to change."
I stepped
into an ally and faded from sight. I wasn't sure if he would watch but
something inside of me told me to abide by the taboo of the green. I became
one with sight wearing my beloved's shirt tucked into my blue jeans all
my other things was tucked safely into my bag. "Okay Drynnan, I am ready."
"As
am I." He offered his arm as his eyes moved over me. Out of habit my arm
slipped into his. "I fear you must lead, for I am not native..."
"Than
how did you find your way to me? I sound like... Forgive the words."
I realized I did nothing but question him, "I become more like the cold
and green everyday."
"I have come onto this city but this night, for I have a duty here, now
discharged and is my wont, I explore for new stories.. Tell me of thy
story that I might put thy words into a saga to stand for all time."
"Let's
eat first." My mind slipped off to the star. This one was different. He
touched something else. Something I was not afraid of but leery of.
"As
you will, fair Raven."
I
walked in silence as I guided through the shabby streets of the city. His
voice lifted in a soft song. My pain grew as I tried to summons my voice,
the star blinding my mind. The star scolded me, it had already allowed
me voice this very evening and swore never again. Drynnan sang songs of
the wood and the realm of enchantment. My spirit sank further. I walked
up to the old building.
"Doesn't
look like much outside but the food is good."
The
room was filled with odd chairs and small tables. A very old lady showed
them a table. Her words obscured by her native languages as she spoke that
of this land.
"So
sing about her." I thought how nice it would for Kowlee to be remembered
for all time. I looked to the star and pleaded for but one song.
"About
who?" Drynnan inquired as he removed a set of panpipes from the inside
pocket of his overcoat.
"About
the old woman. She traveled from a far away place in the land of cold and
green and here she tries to make a way for the few of her family that still
live. " The star refused.
"Hers
is not the story I seek." Drynnan blew lightly across the pipes, a trill
of notes filled the room. I looked out the corner of my eye at him.
Kowlee
came back with two huge trays of food. Drynnan began a light and lively
song, tapping a bass line as if his foot on a loose tile. Kowlee hurried
as she sat up water glasses, plates and chopsticks Drynnan watched the
woman from behind the pipe and subtly alters the tune to an odd a-tonal
song. The woman eyed Drynnan, looking to me with the unasked question I
knew. I shook my head no and declined the offer. Kowlee turned to depart.
Drynnan played a bar that stopped her in her track.
I
looked to the one I sat with, "How and why?" Drynnan played on, the woman
turning, her body moving slightly to the notes. Anger or was it fear or
a little of both stirred in me.
"She
has other things to do. Who are you?"
Drynnan
stopped the song with a trill. Kowlee disappeared tot he kitchen.
"I am a bard, a minstrel in the gallery..."
"What
is the gallery? A bard I know."
"The
gallery of the play.... I am the background music to the lives of the players."
A
smile swept over me. He to must know the star and see the play. He smiled
in kind.
"Now
you speak something I understand."
"Once
I did say to a bard of renown...'Life is but a play, and we are but the
players...' I am grieved that he never thanked me for that line in
his later work."
I
nodded at his word and reached for some food passing it to him. He laid
his pipes down and took the food. "This is really good stuff." I served
my self a few bites of everything.
Drynnan
nearly filled his plate. I passed the other dishes and began to eat.
Drynnan ate his food with a passion I never seen. Between bites he stopped,
"We pine for a fine vintage!"
I
called out, "Kowlee, I changed my mind." As if magic Kowlee came back in
with some warm saki.
Drynnan
smiled, "Saki! Would that the wine matched the food! Then all will be well
with the world." I looked at my dinner companion and took a small glass.
"Thou art too morose for one so light." Drynnan poured a coffee cup of
saki.
"When
you collect stories who see them?" I asked.
Drynnan
held the cup up. "To the wonder of thy story and thy beauty."
I
held mine, "To the wonders of the unknown."
Drynnan
smiled as he drank from his cup. He returned to his food. I excused my
self and went to speak with Kowlee. His eyes followed my movements. The
music of his pipes filled the air once more.
I
returned and spoke but his music played on, the song filling the room,
the tune seeming to circle endlessly. Drynnan made the pipes almost speak,
the words forming without effort in Raven's mind *nothing is so sweet
as thy lips, all else is but sustenance*
"Did
you wish to go else where I am not dressed for many places but Kowlee will
loan me something of her granddaughters. If you wanted to see something
else
"You
dance... Would you join me then?" He asked in a strange-distracted way.
"It
is the way of my people. " I corrected my self. "well the way of the land
I came from and that of song." I tried to smile, "To a place of dance?"
Drynnan
grinned, "Then dance we shall."
"Let
me go change again." I sighed, "The green is funny about clothes."
"I
have noted."
I
left him and Kowlee slide the silk oriental dress over my body suit. It
barely came to the top of my boots. She dabbed a little perfumed
oil on my neck and pulled my hair up, held by a comb. I walked back in,
his eyes lifting to me, "She says this should do." I spoke feeling out
of place.
He
stood. A bright beaming smile covered his face as his eyes danced with
passion. "It will more the 'do'!"
"I
guess we should go."
"Will
you be warm enough?" His eyes never leaving me, "Have you a cloak?"
"Not
one for this."
"A
moment." Drynnan disappeared into the kitchen. He returned a few minutes
later with a short silk jacket in black embroidered to match the dress.
"It
is very nice." I spoke as he helped me on with it. Something like
electricity ran up and down my spine..
"I
have taken the liberty of calling for my car." He spoke softly. I took
a deep breath and let it out slowly. "If you are uncomfortable, please
do not hesitate to tell me, I will not be offended."
"I
am not uncomfortable." I was not sure what I was feeling. He reminded me
of Gene, my one and only friend of my childhood.
Drynnan
inclined his head slightly, "Have you a preference, this evening?
I
thought for a moment. "Yes, only two. That you can dance as a couple without the music
?." How could I explain Linda's noise she called music, "
to green. and one that I can truly dance."
Drynnan
smile stayed on his lips, "I know of a place, if I may suggest...."
"Yes,
but I thought you new to the city?"
Drynnan
smile brightened, "We can always sense a place to dance, can we not?
"Sometimes
if there is a dance to be danced." I felt funny about this but I wanted
to follow. Just the I let Gene drag me off to a new adventure.
Drynnan
slipped into this coat and straightened his cuff. He offered his arm I
took his arm and nodded to Kowlee as she peeked out of the kitchen. At
the curb a white limo awaited, a stunningly attractive young woman in a
black tux waited at the door, opening it as we exited. I slide in
and Drynnan moved next to me. The girl lowered the partition between
the driver compartment and the passenger area.
"Where
to, sir?"
Drynnan
closed his eyes and seemed to scan the area. "North...cross a bridge..."
He settled back and watched me. He laid the pipes on the seat beside him
"Tell
me of your land." I requested.
Drynnan
laced his fingers, his thumbs tapping his lips. "There is nothing like
it."
His
eyes looked into the far past. "The land is gentle with low hills, hidden
hollows, luxurious meadows... All the colors of the rainbow delight the
eye.. The water is like crystal in riles dancing over rounded rock ...it
tastes....like ambrosia. The air is scented with flowers and the trees...the
grass is plush and verdant... Dryads dance in the meadows, the unicorns
pluck golden apples from the trees. I have sat for days on the shores and
traded songs with the sirens."
"I
sounds like a lovely piece of green."
‘It
is not of the green you speak, fair Raven... " His eyes looked off. "For
it no longer touches this Green."
"This
is the cold and green others travel to other lands."
"Nay..
in three thousand years, I am the only one to travel hither." He sighed,
"You would not know that this is our mother realm, would you? Four thousand
years ago.. this world was a paradise... as lovely as my lost realm is
now... but the magic faded and with it...our people...those enchanted....
where trapped in the Fey."
"Than
they should go to the land I was raised, " I slipped off to the stars out
the window, "maybe..."
"Nay,
fair one...we would return here and reclaim what was taken from us."
"Why
take this dark land."
"We
die." his eyes grew cold, "Slowly...we die...for we are away from the land
that is so much a part of us... By the time I had departed many had gone
into the darkness, never to return... The smaller go first... the fairies."
"You
have a sad story too. So your duty you spoke of is to take this place back
unto your people?" I paused and thought of the few little folk that fluttered
in the forest of my birth. " I like fairies. They sing so pretty."
Drynnan
looked up at me, his face filled with an incredible intensity. He hissed
between clenched teeth "Yes.... We want back what was ours... Humans
have raped the land, destroyed the forest." Drynnan sat back staring out
into the night. "I am weary...." He closed his eyes.
I
was in this play. His pain touched mine but I disagreed with him. The land
was that of the humans. I fished for words to speak, "Than no dance?"
"We
will dance...for thy beauty requires it." He looked at me with a small
smile reappearing on his lips. "Ever will I have the where with all to
dance...to play...to celebrate the beauty in life."
I
turned my head and looked out the window. "You can see beauty here?"
Drynnan
stared out into the night as the car crossed a bridge. "No.... I see humans...
They do not see that which they destroy."
"Not
all humans are bad." I defend the shadows of my lost soul. "many yes, but
not all."
Drynnan
turned his head slowly, his eyes considering. "No...not all."
"Play
a tune, please." I shivered as we crossed the water. "I never did
learn to play music."
He
took up the pipes and held them to his lips as I watched him. A faint line
sound drifted across the air. Drynnan closed his eyes and began a tune
that evoked the songs of a myriad of birds in song. The pipes sang in two
voices, one high and light, the other middle octave a counterpoint to the
other. A third voice, deeper somber voice, one of bittersweet pain underlying
the sprightly duet joined in.
Drynnan
stopped with a trill, "We are near..." He pushed a button and the partition
lowered. "East" Drynnan looks out upon the terrain. Trees flowed past.
"Here!"
The
car slid to a stop, pulling off the side of the road into an unpaved verge.
"Guess
I didn't need to change." I smiled and wonder where he was leading me.
Drynnan
pushed the door open to the night. "Come...we have but a few minutes."
He
climbed out, offering a hand.
I
followed. "Only a few moments for what?" I questioned.
Drynnan
kicked his shoes off. "The door...it will open...but only for a few moments."
"Where
does it go?"
Drynnan
tugged on my hand, "For us...nowhere...Come!" I took a deep breath as he
almost pulled me down the side of the road and into the forest.
"Why
do you need the door?" I followed unsure of my actions.
Drynnan
moved quickly and without a sound. In the distance I saw a faint glow...like
a candle in the fog...it grew brighter as we approached.
"By
the flame what is that?" I froze at the sight. The star began to scream
at me.
Drynnan
broke into a fleet footed run, leaping fallen logs...pushing through briars...
dancing around trees until he vanishes from your sight. The sound of the
pipes whisper out of the night, the song slow and poignant
I
moved slowly forward, "Drynnan?"
The
glow expanded, the end sharply defined as I approach. It stops a few
feet from me, a warmth bathing my face. The pipes' song became glorious,
bright, carefree... happy.
The
happy song twisted me. The star shouted warning. I looked at the glow.
Shadows, figures moved about within the glow. I heard the music. I turned
away, my voice shook as I spoke, "I am sorry Drynnan. My carefree days
have died." I felt part of me dying.
I
walked feeling more pain in side as the Star punished me for not listening
as it released selected pain to me. As I reach the road, the distant sounds
of the pipes faded to nothingness. The night sounds slowly reestablish
themselves...the crickets, the hoot of an owl.... I looked back into the
woods, the glow had disappeared. Upon the road was the limo.
"Excuse
me. Will he return to you?" I spoke out to the driver.
A
single note song rose out of the forest, the tune melancholy and very lonely.
I closed my eyes and strained to hear it. I found a song. I tried to hum
it, the music floated in my mind as crisp as it played in the woods but
my voice was a flat line. The sadness of it filled me but yet relived my
own loneliness. The song now rich and full throated. I sat down on the
trunk of the limo. An emptiness filled me,
"I can't."
I
felt the sadness in the music fill the void. I leaped from the trunk
spinning to the sway of the sadness. Swaying to one side I brought up the
images of little children of the forest. They danced in a circle and one
small one danced off to it self, a dark one off alone. The others played
happily, with all the lovely blondes and browns of the forest. I danced
to the dark little one and the others children faded. Except a young male.
Sweet Gene danced with the little dark one. The two little children danced
together as I circled them in dance. The image became a stage of flame,
a large Dragon in outline stood tall.
I
danced before the dragon Blue as two teen-age elves joined in . An older
version of the dark girl and Gene. The dragon took wing to the sky carrying
the boy into the darkness. The image faded and my dance was done. The loneliness
filled me and the vast emptiness started to soothe the pain. The Star eased
the pain.
Drynnan
voice echoed from the shadows, "You would not join me...."
"I
could not enter." I turned to where the voice spoke. Drynnan stepped silently
out of the bushes, his suit gone, his chest bare, his pants barely more
then a loin cloth. "I am sorry."
Drynnan
turned his head slightly, the starlight gleaming off something on his forehead.
I looked at his forehead, slowly I moved closer. Above each eyebrow a small
upturned ivory horn that caught the light.
"I
have not been able to share such with another of the fey in three thousand
years...
I
reached out and felt the one of the horns, "Do they hurt?"
Drynnan
moved completely out of the shadows, his furred legs and hard little hooves
revealed in the moonlight. He shook his head. "Why should they?" He took
my hand and held it to his lips. "The fairy has gone...and with it the
visions of my home. For those few moments.. " I single tear rolled
unheeded down his cheek, followed by a steady stream. "I was home."
I took my free hand and wiped his tears. I fought the urge to take the
pain of his tears. "At least you have a home A home. I cannot return to...,"
The pain welled as I thought of my loves arms. The only home I would ever
know. I wipe more of Drynnan tears.
"What
home is that? Three thousand years. "
I
cut him off, "More than I have."
Drynnan
looked into my eyes, "You know what it is like to love something you cannot
have. As do I. Granted, our hearts desire differ...but does that matter
to the broken heart?"
"I
don't know. I am new to all of this. In the land I was raised we do not
have this thing of the green called love."
Drynnan
looked up into the starry night. "Your realm must be sad indeed."
"No,
it is very happy. All the songs and dance of joy. The great celebrations
of the gift of flame. No one knows the pain I now feel. The green did this."
The star called out to me.
"I
would hate to see others fall to the way of the cold and green."
Drynnan
shook his head, "Would you give up love? If it could be taken from you
is moment...would you give it up?"
I
stood emotionless to his words as the pain of my action filled me before
I could call for the help of the star, "I already did."
Drynnan
shook his head again, "No.. you did not... It is still in you. You feel
it now... This moment... If that feeling... the one that hurts you now...could
be taken from you."
"No,
I feel a torn, pain, that is not the love."
"Would
you give it up? Love.. Love hurts."
"I
wish they would give a handbook out on it. How is one suppose to know how
to deal with it? They don't even have good educational books."
Drynnan
smiled. "You don't deal with it. You experience it. There is no other way."
"And
if one refuses to?" I moved a wild strain of his hair back into place.
"Can
you refuse it?"
I
felt lost. "I have to. I should never of let the green trick me in the
first place."
Drynnan
pulled me into his arms, hugging me tightly. His touch felt good but strangely
wrong. "How did two such as we end up in this realm?"
"I
was created to fulfill a greatness. I was sent here to find it. I only
find myself lacking in all things, Just like my wing told me."
"And
I was sent to find my own greatness." He added. The scent of the green
woods clung to his skin.
"Guess
this is the land to test out greatness," I gave a half smile as I pulled
from the embrace my stomach flipping. I so wanted to be held.
"Where would you go, fair one?"
"I
don't go anywhere. I just wander Seattle. It is where I am but I do have
to return these to Kowlee before I ruin them," I started unbutton the top
button of the shirt. I remembered the taboo. Why was it so hard for me
to remember something so simple, "Dam forgot but you're not from here."
Drynnan fingered the silk. "Tell me of the taboos in your land."
"Taboos?"
He laughed lightly, "In the fey, there are no taboos."
"Much
like the land where I was raised." I felt strange in the silk dress. So
out of place. I unbuttoned the shirt revealing my body suit and the dragons
glowing through it. From bag I pulled my gloves and cloak and tucked the
dress safely away.
Drynnan
smiled softly "I am vindicated, I see..." His eyes danced on my form.
I
pulled the comb from my hair. The hair fell freely to my knees. "Now what
do you mean by that?"
"Thy
form...entices as I knew it would."
I
dropped the comb in the bag with a sigh, "I am but an ugly ducking in a
pond of swans to use the terms of the green." I shook my air out wishing
Valoki was around to comb it.
Drynnan
moved close again touching my hair. His finger stroking through the softness
"How can you say that?"
"It
is not hard to speak the truth."
He
took my chin in his hand, "You eyes are beyond compare. Your lips beg to
be kissed." He leaned in and brushed my lips with the warmth of his.
I
pulled back unsure. My spirit pained my more. The vision of green eyes
flashed in my mind. " I... I have to go." I grabbed my things.
"Do
not let one's rejection color you world into shades of black and white."
He
laid a hand on my arm. I pulled back my tears. "Feel, Raven. Don't hold
it in. Let the tears come.... They heal."
"I
will think on it." My mind spun, the star quiet allowing this scene,
"Maybe our
paths will cross again." He smiled, "I did say I would give you a story."
"Yes,
you did... "
"Not
sure which tale to tell." I pulled my cloak around me tight, "What type
where you looking for?"
Drynnan
smiled "I have my story..."
I
pulled the pain far inside. The star slept. I looked around the woods,
"I should get back to my streets."
"I
will have the limo take you back to the restaurant."
"Where
will you go?" Something inside me didn't want to let go of the moment.
Drynnan
smiled, "A friend comes for me."
"May
the flame be with you than and I can walk. I need to work off all the food
I ate."
"As
you will...."
I
tried to smile, "It has be wonderful to meet you." I brushed his cheek
with my hand. So many males had approached in so many different ways. And
only three had tempted my passion, besides my beloved. "Your music is..
well you know."
"You
will see me again, fair one."
"One
can dream. I am not easy to find as a rule."
Drynnan
laughed lightly. I turned to walk away. Confusion filled me. He was not
human nor was he elf. He was a creature of legend and lore. I looked back
him. He looked off into the near distance. A huge figure stood in
the shadows a few dozen meters away.
Drynnan
laid a hand on my arm, "My friend has arrived."
"May
the flame be with you in your travels." I watched the figure in the shadows.
I felt so strangely odd. The Moonlight glinted off something metallic as
the figure in the shadows shifted position. Drynnan smiled, his hand slid
up my arm to my cheek.
His
finger drew my eyes to his. I closed my eyes and remembered the touch of
another.
Drynnan
slipped his hand behind my neck, pulling me, his lips meeting mine. I hesitated
but the flashes of the green eyes formed in my mind. He parted his lips,
his tongue seeking mine as his body molded to me. Oh my beloved, how I
want you. Drynnan caressed my body with his free hand, feeling the curves
through the cloak.
I
pulled from the kiss and whispered, "Your friend is waiting."
"He
can wait..." His lips moving over the length of my neck, "Or...I can send
him away."
I
stood in silence feeling the tingles but wanting my beloved. I looked into
Drynnan's eyes to read them. He placed both of his hands at the small of
my back, his eyes gazing deep into mine. His eyes a flame. I looked the
forest where his friend had been. He was gone.
My
lost voice came to me, " I should go before... I should go"
"You
don't have to go...." He brushed his cheek against mine.
"Your
friend waits for you and..."
"My
friend...is gone..." Drynnan nibbled on my earlobe,
I
spaced my body from his. Urges where stirred in me but passion was
not.
"It's
just..."
The
chattered began as I tried to sort the feelings the star was feeding me.
Their suggestion to indulge this male, moved in my mind. Drynnan's sweet
words fogging my mind. His fingers ran over my living art sending waves
want through me as he caressed the skin under beneath. My mind spun to
the teachings of mating. This is what they told of, not that of love.
His
words broke the spell, "I feel something.." He closed his eyes with his
palm over the head of a dragon that now rest between my breast. "She speaks."
"What
do you mean?"
"E'en
now I feel her pushing me away."
I
looked to the living art, "The living art thinks? But I have always
had it."
"It
thinks...it also does not want me near. "
"Are
you dark or are you light?"
"What
must I do to be either? If I love my people...If I fight to give them
back their world to save them... then I am Light. If I will do anything
to accomplish me goal...am I Dark?"
He stated the question I had asked through out the journey of the
Road.
"I
really should go." I moved from his reach and pulled my cloak tight around
me the memory of my beloved touch slightly stronger.
"I
will find you again, fair Raven."
"May
be." I turned and ran into the darkness. My mind spun as I cried out "CUFAEN!"
I felt wrong in my action with Drynnan. I wanted to be held, I wanted to
be loved but I only wanted my one and only.
****
Drynnan
turned to the figure that loomed up behind him as Raven ran off.
The
voice is deep, from the bottom of a well. "Kindred spirit, my friend?"
The
satyr looked up into the single living eye of his oldest friend.
"Perhaps
an ally," he said softly.
Moonlight
illuminated the massive steal clad body of the Minotaur. Taurus chuckled,
the laser red of his artificial eye flashing in the dark as he scanned
the surrounding area.
"Perhaps,"
he rumbled.
****
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